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when you understand the meaning of the title of this post, you would be a very great man to that somebody... sometimes life is not a bed of roses. when you think you are in a honey moon period, problems might just knock on your door and disturb you for the rest of your life. I am very grateful to everyone around me all these years. for without your presence, I don't know what my life would be. If you did not leave a mark in any chapter of my life, my book of life, wouldn't be published and be the bestseller on the shelf. today, this post, however, is not dedicated to everyone.. it is only to one of those who left a whale size mark in my heart. you know who you are. for once, I've been hurt by one thing. one thing which some may seek it for their lives while the others may seek it with their lives whereas for me, I would like to have it in my life, but ... not this chapter of my life. if we compare people as the clothes in our closet. some may have a full closet of clothes, while some may need a warehouse to load all their clothes. I admit that, I have a very full closet of clothes, they come with all kinds of styles and colours, be it the expensive ones or those economical ones. I don't choose people to be my friends. that is why my 'closet' are always loaded with clothes. too many clothes to choose from and too many accessories to put on my body. why so many clothes? even if we have a lot of choices, we may only stick to those we are most comfortable with, you may be a very beautiful gown that fits you best, with all the attractive beads and colours on it, and a name tag of some brand which I have no idea about and also a price tag that I cannot even believe. the comfortableness .. when you first tried it on you, was seriously good. the size was a perfect match. when it is in your closet, where you carefully hung it in... you still adore it, believing that it is the best shirt you might ever have. but if you choose to wear it today, you can have no other accessories to mix and match. if you walk in the middle of the street with it on your body, people would think that you are crazy to have wear something like that something too stylish and haven't been accepted in your culture. I am sorry that you can only stick to those perfectly comfortable ones, although some of them are torn and worn... but i know you still.... love being with them... while adoring the perfect one in the closet... |
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    'you know what? I'm kinda busy... call you tonight okay?' and his tonight is going to take forever... flirting is the daily routine... plain boring and never thinks of a new reason to cover his own ass!!! laughter and happiness in the background voice... still saying...'i'm doing my work, serious, swear...' if you are so hardworking and always busy doing work, you won't end up in your shit low paying job now!! you can die! i just hope that the money you spend does not come from girls... you are like a male hooker!!! you can sell your ass you know?!!! why this kind of people can still survive on the earth so happily?? why can't them just die or at least grow a little bit mature in the head?!! tired of the things you've done... CHIAK SAI!!  mak lan chiao lang!!!!!! signing off, pukimak¬!¬¬ |
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Folks, I am in Terengganu.. yea still in.. not back in my lovely Penang yet. but I am well adapt to the life here already.. lif has ot been hard... so... just dun worry for me!! here are a few photos for you.. to prove that I;m really fine lo!!  me and my son, ahman ibrahim bin yen!! a.k.a. AMAN he always reminds me of spelling mistakes....haihz... what a future language teacher.....  me and serene.... the noisiest chinese here...  diva helmi... you know what?? we manage to find a secret recipe in Terengganu la... okay?? this means that.... trengganu is not ulu lorh..... lol.....  helmi and me in blazers... we look so seducing lorh... lol!!!  and this is the photo we took in my tutor's house... Mr. Jam's house... he treats us very well... seriously... sipek nice lorh the food..... some more... i learnt a lot of malay accent lo... uh mak hang... ustaz is spelt as ustaz, not ustat.... ada ku kisah?! and a lot of things lo... i'm happy la... jst that the assignments are killing me... very.... scary... fortunately.... I have no final exams!!!!! I'm loving it more and more already... but still I miss home lo.... mami... i miss you.... ok la... going to another class now... buh bye... muah muah everyone!! signing off, dorayen |
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I am so sorry guys, I've not been updating my blog for a while now... erm.. I have all the stupid assignments and all the busy works to do. I am so sorry... I will update all of you with my jamuan jamuan for raya festivals only a few days later. i'm still working on something else.. so sorry nie... here's something i would like to share with you. on how to leave the class with a very good reason. hope someone here will just learn from him okay??? enjoy!! |
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I was browsing through some sad sad songs... then suddenly I came across my mother's idol... I had no idea that he was this good... until I discovered this video of him.... Sometimes life's like this... When you have got something good... you do not have the idea how to really appreciate him... Still, however good he is, you will keep on complaining... then suddenly you lost grab of him.. and everything is out of control... the anger in you grow even stronger.... after a period of time, you suddenly discover you have totally survived without him.. only then you will think of the good side of him.. and start appreciating things.. start thanking god for giving you such a good experience... and lessons.... yes, I admit that I'm not in a good mood currently... the sadness in me grow fonder and stronger.... I want to be just an object, let the others control every movement of me... and then take care of me... but... life's like that?? I wonder... I wanna be a computer, suddenly have critical battery condition.. and shut down myself... and.... shutting down, -dorayen- |
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A few more hours left and I'll be leaving again to that place... I have a lot of feelings yet to be expressed.. but... I don't know how... I love you is the only words I can afford to say... I'm sorry , words supposed to show my apologetic means... Thank you, to show my gratitude.... to all those ah hem... sayang... hiao species.... and my family... I start missing you all already... wuwuwuwuwu...... I'll be back in 8 weeks time.... I'm sad... then I shall enjoy my 8 weeks holiday later!!!! wakkakakaakaka... okay, that's all for today... I miss all of you,... |
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imagine a baby born without knowing who his parents are... imagine the baby boy came to stranger's place without having his eyelids open.. imagine the baby boy never tasted his real mother's breast milk... the baby boy is 'puppy' he was a boxer and pit bull mix... that's what i knew about him... the colour was hazel brown, and has no girlfriend before... the day he came to my house, he was delivered by a chauffeur .. using a motorbike... he was really tiny... and you could almost feel his death that time.. after a few days of serious good care from my dad... his eyelids finally open and can be fed using a pacifier... he hasn't a name.. so.. with my creativity by not using my brain.. i named him 'puppy' Puppy was seriously a puppy.. but he grew really fast.. until one day everyone came and running away crying just because he was really huge.. and the barking was thunderous... actually I was also afraid of him.. until I'm in standard six.. with my brother's tender loving care, although with a scary size and sound... puppy is really understanding and loving.. taking up his responsibilities really well... for 15 years.. diagnosed with an ulcer in his stomach... the veterinarian advises my mom to have him 'mati dengan suntukan' my mum was not willing to do that.. during his lsat few days, he waited for everyone home.. I went home from terengganu and saw his awfulness... he was not able to take solid food.. and he cried for pain every night.. still, he waited for his third brother home.. however, his busy brother was not able to turn up.. and on the 20th of September 2009, Puppy spent his faithful 15 years with the family of Teh, and passed away in the wee hours of the morning about 4 thirty am... Puppy was indeed a very nice and good dog.. we treat him as a family member.. just that he's living in a kennel .. not a small one.. but a big and comfy one... with this, we pay our last respect to Mr. Puppy Teh, 15 years old papa: TBS mama: LCB kokos: TZY TZC TZH jiejie: THY and all the respected kakaks working in the family of Teh We love you, Puppy.... |
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I really love the game and I decided to play it at least once a day now.. Because I'm seriously bored with my life here... So.. I've decided to post this up as the first entry here in my blog although this has been posted up ages ago.. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hello! To those who hate me or love me or have no feeling on me, come kick my buttocks!! Then be super happy and proud at yourselves!! Enjoy!! Then tell me how much you hate me by stating the score.. Good Monday! |
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头痛。。。 哈哈哈。。 昨天， 我的connection好到吓死人。。 什么都能上。。 facebook,msn,blogspot,chinesecari... 一大堆。。 所以， 我便叫了栋栋上网， sembang... msn 里， 我们又遇见 ah woon, kevy, huan hung, kee loon, you win,我的哥哥还有一大队的人。。 我便做我最拿手的事情， SEMBANG... 这个东东， 竟然就花了我整夜的时间。。 本来应该睡觉的。。 哪知到越讲越兴奋。。 从MSN讲到电话里头又讲到MSN和FACEBOOK 完全无法控制。。 就酱到了早上六点。。 幸好， ah woon 叫我去睡觉了。。 然后。。。 由于刚刚的兴奋度。。 我。。 睡不着。。。 翻来覆去。。。 数了羊么么。。 不知如何。。 我睡了。。。 突然间。。。 电话响了。。 我也弹了起来。。 原来是倩慧打给我。。 她告诉我她的不幸遭遇。。。 然后。。 我。。。 就睡不着了。。。 我用了千方百计。。 使尽办法 。。 睡意它跑远了， 甩了我。。。 为什么？？！！ 我现在头有一点点痛。。 但睡不着啊。。 能怎样嘛？ zzzz... sien.. signing out, Teh Hui Yen |
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It has been raining since the day before yesterday.. And everyone in Penang told me that Penang Island is going to sink soon.. hahahahaa Of course, the same thing has been happening here in Terengganu. So, if Penang Island is going to sink, our Pelau Redang here is also gonna bid farewell to all of us in Terengganu... Since the rain continues for days and nights.. the running water in my hostel is... INCREDIBLY COLD!!! Freezing cold and cooler than ice cool!! imagine yourself have to wake up 6 in the morning to get bathe.. everything on you are shrinking to a smaller size!! what the.... sob sob.. even when you brush your teeth, you are thinking of giving up brushing the teeth... SHIT!! okay, after all the personal grooming and stuff... I went to the perhimpunan. Without using my brain this morning, as it shrunk to a very tiny one.. I waited them in the rain... After realising they could've cancelled the perhimpunan, I went to my tutor... Well, I was told on 25 of August that I must come back to IPGM to take my attendance.. for God's sake.. Everyone in my class has gone to the Merdeka Parade in KL to suffer.. So I was so happy and tought that I am the luckiest girl here in Semester 1... In this case, I came back to IPGM here onw day before taking my attendance... Then this morning, to my surprise... my lecturer or what we address him here as 'tutor' told me that.... 'Tak de kelas la hari ini, moi...' I'm like.. What the Heck?!! 'ustat told me to take my attendance here today, so i came back early..' 'where are you from? 'Penang..' 'how pity.. well , yen right??, you see... the attendance book is with your ketua unit (which is the monitor or anything similar to this) and the ketua unit is in??' 'KL' 'Yes! So, yen, what you can do now is only go to the pusat sumber and read a book in English.. Since the Hostel's gate is loceked right now...' pissed off, i went away silently after showing my gratitude to my tutor... COLLAPSED!!!! I'm going to kill that ustat I tell you.. The class will only start on 3rd september.. this means that... this fat muthaphucker here came to Terengganu earlier than expected, 7 days earlier... If I haven't came here... I could've enjoy more things in Penang... If I haven't come here, I could've went to Cheng Yih's birthday... If I haven't come here earlier... I could've do whatever I like!!!! Now I am seriously pissed off... on a Sunday morning... Yes, my class starts on a very happy Sunday and ends at Thursday... It's sosososososo different and I haven't get used to it... I called KeeLoon just now and I asked him 'Today no class arr?' He answered me in a humiliating way, saying 'Sunday, ok?! You got problem liao??' Shit... sibeh beh song!! Luckily the broadband is working seriously good.. Now I am not Pissed off for about 1 percent.. hahhaa SIGNING OUT, -DORAYEN- |
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Since today have no class I stayed in my room doing nothing except online and watch useless videos. currently, the school has only 8 person including 2 guards on duty. haihz.. I wonder why I came back so early. Okay, back to the topic. I was browsing some stupid videos, then suddenly I watched this. It's really funny! and I hope you enjoy it. signing out, Dorayen |
